Monday, October 18, 2010

Day 123 - 10/18/10

I feel like today was one of those days where going through the usual motions would get me by. However, life has a way of inserting unlikely surprises. Let's just say after a long time of  being cut off and forcing myself to ignore an emptiness in my heart, I got a chance to see what I've been missing. Yes, I'm clearly being vague but I am not ready to fully extend the contents of this story just yet. I want to see how it all plays out. All you need to know is that I have screwed plenty of things in my life and I am quite aware of it. I'm tired of pretending that things never happened. I can't run away anymore. I rather collide in hopes of reworking everything. All I want to do is prove that I've changed for the better and I would not necessary like to get things back to where they were originally, but to just start over. The original place was not good enough. I've grown up. I promise. I wish to prove that to you and everyone else.

-R.D.

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